Firstly, this is not a glory romp, I just want people to realise that I am highly educated, unbiased and have found information that the whole world will eventually know (am in the process of writing my thesis), but this change can and should start now :)
I was premed in my undergraduate studies. I finished in 5 years with a BS in biology, AA in Chemistry and a minor in geology. I worked full time to support myself, and at one point I had 6 jobs, as well as summer school. Ask any person that knows me and they will tell you that I am a passionate person that puts her all into everything, it's just not worth doing unless you do it right.
The only lecture that I had on climate change in my undergrad was from an oil company that said everything was a-ok. One of my professors became very heated on the topic, and removed himself from the room. Personally, I had not seen the evidence required, so remained a skeptic.
Now, that's supposed to be the beautiful, wonderful thing about science. It was designed to be self-correcting. When new data comes forward to refute or support an idea, the idea itself must change to suit the data. I can tell you with 100% certainty right now that I have the data to show what I say.
The only problem is that I've found the unified field theorem, and I have to use every field of science to explain what is going on....plus I still have an issue with dimensionality that I am trying to work out with a physicist (and I'll have to dive into mathematics soon enough).
Now, for my thesis, I have reviewed and entered data from >1000 published studies (I've reviewed well over the 10,000 mark, but not all studies have appropriate data- silly science, get your methods consistent, no one can properly review everything when everything is done so differently, and with no regard for time or space).
I'm working on all of this, but I'm also a single mother, in a foreign country (so no support from either USA nor Australia), that cannot afford daycare (costs more than I make a week). I miss my family, but they have recently filed bankruptcy - I cannot go home and they cannot come here. I'm already hitting opposition from science. It seems like there are certainly a lot of negative energies trying to stop me, but don't worry, I know things they don't.
For instance, when looking into psychology. Everyone realises that we only use a small portion (10% if you're gifted) of our brain. I've figured out how to use much more than that, and it's all about very seriously scrutinizing your actions through time. The more information that you can bring to light that has remained hidden in darkness, the better your energy will flow and the more successful you will be. I reached a point where I asked my subconscious (data storage area) to upgrade my preconscious (filter/translator between the subconscious and conscious), so that my conscious world would change. That little devil, the preconscious, will hide facts from you and change your perception of self.
Personally, I had hidden the fact that I was raped as a virgin. My preconscious had lied to me for years and told me that I was a slut. So, I acted as one. But, that's not who I am. I was doing a great job fending off my boyfriend before his friend raped me. I was happy to be a virgin and wait. I can only imagine that this applies to more women than are comfortable saying so. But say so! It's liberating! I know who I am again!
I know that I have a difficult situation at hand, I also know that no one but myself can get me out of it. The power within those words is the best advice I can give to anyone.
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